Alright. Here I am again. Still the same. Probably fatter or something. Should I come back to this hellsite? Are y'all still even here? I need more tattoos. Who wants to help me out with that? If you kind of miss me or something you can still find me on IG…but I’m boring AF. Profanegirl, as always. No guarantees I’ll follow back, but whatever, fuck it. I miss a lot of you guys. But this place was hell for my mental health, and I graduated from therapy, so I can’t go back to that shit. Yay for stabilized mental health?! Who the fuck knows anymore

Here’s my face, since you haven’t seen or heard from me in a while.

Life has been weird.

I started seeing a guy last year who is really, really ridiculously amazing and good looking and basically everything I’ve been looking for (minus tattoos). Only, he’s got a daughter and he’s a widow, and that has caused a lot of issues. But whatever we have going on makes me happy, so I try not to think about it.

We lost one of my dogs, Dylan, last April. We adopted a new one, Max, in October. He’s up my ass constantly. He doesn’t and can’t ever replace Dylan. But he’s giving him a run for his money. Being an animal mom is rough. Most people don’t get it. Losing one of your fur babies is insanely, insanely hard. A lot of human parents don’t have to experience that feeling.

I started medication for my anxiety and depression, and I have been doing phenomenally. I’m almost a different person. My lack of needing to come back on here can probably be heavily attributed to that.

Fievel is still the love of my life. He just celebrated his 6th birthday. It scares me to think he’s getting older and how much more time I might have left with him.

My dad has been in and out of the hospital for months having various surgeries. Life has been hell in this way. I’m so sick of spending so much time in hospitals.

This COVID-19 shit has me still going to work everyday. Yay for being a healthcare worker. But it’s a small bit of sanity since I get to see my friends and I’m not stuck home with my dad all day. It’s incredibly hard on me not being able to see my siblings and nieces and my grandma. And it’s hard not being able to see the guy I’ve been seeing.

I’ve graduated to every other week therapy, which is nice. But it skipped a few weeks while they figured telemedicine out. So I had my first tele therapy session last week. It wasn’t too bad.

My best friend has stopped talking to me. Which I’m taking incredibly well. And I’m generally not concerning myself with it. That’s her shit to work through, I’ve been working on and through mine.

Anyway. If you aren’t following me on Instagram, that’s the lowdown for what the last year has been like. I hope everyone is staying safe and healthy. Keep washing your hands and staying home, because I dont get the opportunity to keep myself and my family safe, I need you to.

If you do feel like keeping up with my cats and dogs and ugly face on IG, you can hit me up at profanegirl

Thanks for listening, kids.

I’ve been off this hellsite for about a month. Not because of the nudity ban or anything. But because it just isn’t good for my mental health right now. If any mutuals or people I interact with want to get in touch with me, you can find me on IG, which is my only current social media platform that I’m using. My username is ProfaneGirl. Thanks for the years of devoted following and reblogging, guys. I might be back when I’m in a better place.

melanin-majestic:

treygotguap:

Girls will say they busy and be in their bed relaxin or sleep

Sounds busy to me

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snarthurt:

ill be sappy whenever i want. i dont give a shit. i love you. fuck off

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c0ffeekitten:

strawberryspoons:

Interviewer: where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Me: I used escapist fantasies as a coping mechanism to get through years of trauma and therefore never learned how to plan for a real life future

Alternatively: I went through periods of depression so frequent and intense that I never considered that I’d actually make it to my 20s so now I’m kinda just making it up as I go

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sheglows:

remember to compliment other girls and check your pettiness at the door this is a no bitter bitch zone

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